Rena rama grekiskan i huvudet och valborgssång utanför. Det klingar falskt i kombination. Var det då man gick in i dimman och smög sig hem innan klockan slog 01 och ångrade sig imorgon då den ångesten man hade undvikit kvällen innan knackade på?

Eh, Glad Valborg, menar jag. Givetvis.

...It's such a good combination, don't you think?

Leggings <3

Anythin' with universe like space, stars,
planets and the sun is a good choice.

So you know ;)

I've been reading my old drafts (really, is it called that, utkast?) which I haven't post cause they're too honest and too fake at the same time. And that's how I do describe things. Or feelings. You know when you try to explain the reality with fantasy. I guess that's what I do. Close my eyes when something gets too real. Or when I dream too long I open them instead. Floating somewhere in between. Maybe I'll post the notes one day, when my mood is somewhere near those descriptions again. Or maybe I'll chicken out. These could be similar, a bit illogical and fuzzy. But I'll give you a tiny treat. I'm worrying a little less, a little more. That's why they're not suitable to post today. Not stalking Tomorrow as much as I used too. Cause Today got really pissed when I did so. And Yesterday would really deserve a vacation from me.

You see. Does it makes sense? Or do I just remind y'all about a bad Hemmingway-copy? It's fine though. I don't really like his work anyway. I'm more into his quotes:

"I love sleep. My life has the tendency to fall apart when I'm awake, you know?".

Trevlig måndag!!!

This week has been so much love in it. The sun, the bars, the airplanes, the cafées, the food and the friends. Lucky lucky me. All of what I love. Just a bloody beach and palm trees and it's all complete ;)

Otherwise, I need a lot of luck and positive energy for the night. Going to a party where someone, eh, unique will be... Gonna be interesting to see if time has done its work yet. Otherwise Imma think of the beloved house in Spain I miss so much, other hot men, being a Film Ed and that all is better than it has ever been. I'm just thankful for that all that have happened is in the passed. That my childhood is no more. Such a relief. Realizing that it's actually not normal that grown-ups yell and throw things at each other. Nowadays when I hear people disagree bout somethin' they just argue or discuss it. Sweet.

This easter. This weather. I even can afford my rent this month. See, so it's all good.
All good. (and it will be, all day and all night long)<3

Jag gör ingenting speciellt och har ingen speciell vid min sida, som kan sniffa mig i nacken och le som bara kära kan göra. Ändå känner jag mig tillfreds. Det måste vara en av de mest lyckosamma känslorna som finns i hela vida världen. Som om det räcker med att solen skiner och att man dricker hundra koppar kaffe och inte tycker att det gör så himla mycket att man är förkyld. För det är ju ändå vår. Och man får äta mammas påskmat i sin alldeles egna finfina lägenhet, där solens strålar når varje vrå och tas emot med öppna armar.

<3

Today the sun is shining.

It could be just another day.

An ordinary Wednesday.

But it feels more than that. It feels like a day when I got up, 
brushed the dust off and just let go. And started to walk away.

Maybe all you actually need is patience and time

for one day the mix of those two will be strength.

Maybe it's more than just an ordinary Wednesday.

Today the sun is shining.

Current location: Casa de Jules.

Why am I so often tired, hungry, nauseous, sad?

I was happy this morning, then I was irritated, tired, happy, nauseous and now exhausted.

Are you roller-coasters too? Do we have cure?

I'm supposed too be pepp* on tonights (which I was yesterday) event.

Gah. Time for some Not-all-by-myself-Spotify-list.

I should have bought beer instead of wine. Or get laid. Hah.

*Google it =P

Im gonna drink red wine like the french do it =P

I've been enjoying the sun today all day long. I love the sun soo much!

Otherwise I'm working on chasing the demons away. How's it working out?